Wednesday, May 4, 2011

nada.

when im here i dont make my own decisions. all i do is try and make it day to day without cracking.
im not one to ask for rescuing, but i need it. i need holding and hugging and something i know isnt going to just die. i hate that i only feel safe with you. and i hate that i understand everything. and i hate how im not able to emotionally allow you what you need. i hate that im not independent and strong and unfazed.
i hate that you cant help me, even if you wanted.
im so tired.

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