little/big a

dont you love it when you tell people you arent drinking anymore and they argue AGAINST it?? like, literally my morning conversation went like this:

me: "i dunno. im piecing it together and every idiotic thing ive ever done, it's been while drinking, and honestly im sick of feeling like a total idiot in the morning. and my fucking body hurts"

> "we all do stupid shit when we're drunk. who cares?"

me: "i care"

>"well, stop caring."

me: "what?"

>"i mean, you have to just roll with it. you only live once. "

me: "well, i would like to not be hungover the whole time."

*silence

me: "you all act like i didnt just start drinking. i didnt drink for like, 4 fucking years. im just over it again"

>"well, you never came out when you werent drinking. you werent any fun"

me: "i can be fun when im sober"

>"no you cant"

this town is seriously wrecking my soul.