im gonna have to drug myself i guess. i got two hours of sleep last night. this shit is seriously getting ridiculous. this makes it about two months since ive gone to bed before 1am and the 9th or 10th day straight on less than 4 hours of sleep. so yeah. time to bust out the tylenol pm, suck it up and just zombie it up because yeah. two hours of sleep fucking sucks. i really really love sleeping. i miss it.
so two hours and had an exam. i came home and tried to sleep, i think i managed to pass out for like thirty minutes. i just feel so down because of it. im really removed from everything, like im watching my life through goggles. someone elses goggles.
so tylenol pm it is. im hoping that'll kinda reset everything. ive been crossing my fingers a lot these days. but here goes nothing. again.
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