here's a quick heads up:
when you feel like youve been glutened, and 5 hours later you still feel like youve been glutened, youve BEEN GLUTENED. and it is going to be absolutely disgusting when it comes out of your stomach.
disgusting and really, really painful. as in acidic BLACK bile, maybe some old blood from where the gluten caused ulcers to bleed around your lower intestine, and of course all that fun awesome gluten contaminated food.
i have no idea why the hell my resilient little-engine-that-could body has to have the jankiest goddamn digestive system ever. like, this shit is genetic. this is probably the one physical problem i cant blame on the eating disorder shit, and is the one that seriously, seriously NOT HELPING me get my shit together.
my throat is raw, my stomach's bloated, my eyes are totally puffy and my body still hurts.
celiac's literally causes your body to think it has been poisoned by a fucking bread crumb.
uh, hello, HOW FUCKING IRONIC IS THAT??
the real tragedy is that all i WANT to do, really, truly, is ride my bike, go to yoga and get the hell out of this cave of a room. and i will. it just may have to wait for tomorrow.
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