33 minutes ago 3:56am 12 March 2011
45 notes 21672) I cry every night…I just want to be beautiful and feel beautiful I want you to love me I want you to think that I`m the most beautiful girl you`ve ever seen.
22 minutes ago 4:07am 12 March 2011
21674) There’re bruises all over me. My hands, my legs, my stomach & arms. My friends are starting to think that I’m getting abused. Too bad I’m too ashamed to say that I can’t stop hitting myself every time I look in the mirror.
2 hours ago 2:04am 12 March 2011
21653) I’ve just forced out all the food I consumed today.
This is even more inhumane than killing, this is something completely against the laws of nature and I am disgusted with myself for doing this. I can’t even look at myself in the mirror but I can’t stop. Bending over the toilet, I’m always promising myself this is the last time, the last time and I’ll stop doing this but it’s just as hard as quitting smoking. I’m scared soon I won’t be able to stop at all. That my loved one see me doing this and say straight up how utterly pathetic I am. Because that’s what I truly am: an utterly pathetic excuse for a human being.
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