i feel like im just full of toxins and sweating with make everything less puffy and round and smushy. its uncomfortable this way. i dont like it.
i woke up this morning and felt my hipbones again, i got happy. then i looked in the mirror and realised i was just as i was yesterday.
its disgusting, this thinking.
but if i think about anything else right now, i think i may go nuts.
it actually flew out of my mouth yesterday.
getting ready for a party i couldnt even bring myself to stay for, i saw my chest wasnt as full, my stomach looked less...round.
emptier.
and i remember saying it:
"on the brightside, at least now ill get thinner"
im becoming unrecognizable.
again.
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